Why all of this trouble to write !

Why am I blogging of my private life? I should have thought about these things, I have different reasons, my own reasons. I'm a very open person but there are some, that I should not share with others which can be backfire to me on someday which already has happen to me in few times , so I have no option keep them for myself,  again , keeping lot of tings to myself is not working for me because that will cause to increase my stress and finally blood pressure. 

So best option would be to share them anonymously. I will never reveal my identity here. So I'm in the safe side. However keeping a desk diary is not an option to me because last time, my bitchy sister has stole my diary and shown to my Mom because that bitch was stupid enough to read and share it! So I know it is not going to work for me again and I hate of going through that hassle again clearing out my personal image with others.

However, not to mention I have a tiny hope in a part of my heart. Whenever I found my better half I would like to open myself to her. So this would be the entry point.

In here, I would like to share all of my personal feelings, experience, knowledge and the view of mine about lot of things that would not publicly talk about. Hope one fine day I will really enjoy what I have wrote because life is really changing and anytime I can be a different person form the person that was before in a moment ago.

Everything Has Started

All of these things have started on twenty seven and five months or six months back when I first saw this world. I can not remember anything that I have done at that time but I'm sure I have cried.I would have cried more if I knew what will happen in future to this phony fat ass kid ,  what and who that little fellow will become.

From the beginning of my time I should have different form others from appearance and behavior   because I have not played well my first quarter of life otherwise I'm sure I will be normal as others.  So why this difference which make me differ form others ? 

Everybody is hate their baldy life .Am I ? Yes and No. I know I'm a lucky bastard in one part of my life but at the same time I'm rotting in a hell. I know it is unfair considering how much I spend fortune made by my parents and things I have achieved my self. But still it is a  human nature for caving what you do not have.

So I'm not a princes in my story I'm just a character but a main role. This story is not just a fiction , this is really happening now and I'm in it.Yes it is damn true. God punish me if I wrote any lie because this is a  promise made to my self. Oh yes this also can be a another false promise I made ! Anything can happen in this world specially in my world.

So everything has started !